Great Weekend & New Job

Monday, May 7, 2012 – So I hope that everyone had a great weekend!!  Mine was filled with birthday parties and time well spent with people I love and care about.  Today also marks my second day at work and while I didn’t do a thing that I was hired for I really enjoyed my day!!  Time flew by so quickly that I almost didn’t want to leave because I wasn’t done with my task.  On a personal note I have been praying to my god to ask him to show me how to love myself more and to help me believe in the path I walk.  The first thing, loving myself more, has been something that I have struggled with my whole life but I feel that something is happening internally, a change that is happening gradually and slowly.  And as for my path in life I know that if I believe in myself that there is nothing I can’t accomplish however there is always doubt and I want to be rid of that.  However much I realize my thinking is cyclical in nature it is hard to be rid of it.  I pray to my higher power and ask for relief from my negative thinking patterns.  I don’t want to leave you with this so I want to say please love yourself more and believe in the path you walk regardless of the circumstances.  Have a good evening and be well 🙂