Monday, May 7, 2012 – So I hope that everyone had a great weekend!! Mine was filled with birthday parties and time well spent with people I love and care about. Today also marks my second day at work and while I didn’t do a thing that I was hired for I really enjoyed my day!! Time flew by so quickly that I almost didn’t want to leave because I wasn’t done with my task. On a personal note I have been praying to my god to ask him to show me how to love myself more and to help me believe in the path I walk. The first thing, loving myself more, has been something that I have struggled with my whole life but I feel that something is happening internally, a change that is happening gradually and slowly. And as for my path in life I know that if I believe in myself that there is nothing I can’t accomplish however there is always doubt and I want to be rid of that. However much I realize my thinking is cyclical in nature it is hard to be rid of it. I pray to my higher power and ask for relief from my negative thinking patterns. I don’t want to leave you with this so I want to say please love yourself more and believe in the path you walk regardless of the circumstances. Have a good evening and be well 🙂
