Wednesday, April 25, 2012 – The last time I blogged I wrote about not feeling like myself. While I am not 100% what I have come to realize is that the process I am going through doesn’t have to be one where I am constantly scrutinizing over my character flaws and beating myself up over my deficiencies. I’ll just put it out there. Some of the character flaws that I deal with are that I compare myself to others, I’m worried about what others think of me, and that I don’t stand up for myself in a timely manner. This past week or so has been a little challenging in that the more I ask to be made aware of these defects the more I see them. Some are no big deal while other instances that have come up are problems that have plagued me all my life. This has led me to feel more tired than I have felt in a long time. Through all of this I have come to the conclusion that I need to love myself for who I am and enjoy the journey of life rather than live in condemnation of self.
In photography related news I started working on some of the older images I was going to put in my portfolio. I am utilizing some of the techniques I have learned from HDR and also from what I have read recently and so far it is going great!! I should have those images up soon if not by Friday. Have a great day guys and remember to love yourselves!!